a long long time ago

10 years ago I ...

• was 7 years
• was having cat fights with a 5 yr old brat in my family
• was a rebel (just surprises me now, and we're talking abt the physical-fight rebel lol)
• was under the wing of an awesome local singer
• used to sing - by far thats the best part abt this year
• "loved to boss around" - mom (me?! you've got to be kidding..)

5 years ago I ...

• was 12 and struggling with my tween attitude
• was studying in a convent for the first time (enlightening...)
• was never surrounded by so MANY girls ! jk
• learnt a ..whole lot about erm, feminism and how girls should REALLY be (utter bs if you ask moi)
• tennis was a part of my life by now
• had my first crush *sigh* (I swear it was the eyes! 'n the fact we played tennis together)
• had a series of crushes from then on
• surprisingly took the whole deal of turning 13 as any other b'day (that was my tween attitude lol)
• found out my mom was pregnant (... it WAS a shock, having to deal with another sibling)

3 years ago I ...

• landed in high school, in a new city, new state
• had my first official phone stalker
• pursued my dad to get a called ID, but parents...mweh, they found it humorous
• got over my first crush haha (that took 2 years, yes)
• declared tennis as my sole ambition in life (that didn't go off too well with the adults though)
• began to be more tomboyish - loving every moment of it
• had 'bhang' or whatever its called for the first time
• was called a 'young ladeh'.... *sigh* someone was living a disillusioned life
• wondered if anyone could fall so hard over a guy like I had (I did get the answer next year - no one)
• made a handful of great friends :)
• got to hear the Pee song by Shvk the first time 'n got into a carpool for the first time

A year ago I ...

• was in the final year of high school
• didn't like the idea of leaving my roomates/3 best friends in Azkaban (my boarding school)
• changed my city, house, school for the 8th time I think
• got the "don't-give-a-shit" attitude I hated a few years back
• still sucked at Physics
• grew so close to a guy it scared me to death
• turned 17 (by far the only year when I look back and wonder whether it was the worst/best year of my life)
• felt 'responsible' (at last) when I watched my little sister off on her first day at school

This year I ...

• HATE the fact I'm turning 18
• wish September would never end
• had the longest summer vacation (4 months)
• grew so far apart from a guy 'n that scared me too
• got into university (yeah, it was doubtful..)
• shall stay away from cigs (hear that mom?), even though its allowed at 18
• have posted more entries on my blogs than I'd eva done before
• found out I'd have to attend 4 high-school reunions

Yesterday I ...

• watched The Notebook for the 6th time
• posted on this blog at some crazy hour
• talked to a close friend after weeks and it felt good
• played the Sims all day
• was reminded by the newspaper it was Labor Day 'n the reason for my sister's holiday

Today I ...

• woke up real early
• had a long looooong discussion with my little sister on the movie 'Shark Tale'
• was told by a family friend I'd put on a few pounds (um, doesn't a girl love to hear that)
• almost put on my gym shoes but hopelessly gave up the idea ( I hate Tuesdays in general)
• got to know about love potions on Sims, thnks to my sis
• ate like no tomorrow
• made a pathetic attempt at a make-over
• sit here wondering if this entry is even productive in any way

Tomorrow I ...

• will be excited about Orientation at uni (even though it's the 2nd one)
• will try to look at the positive side of my dad returning from his project work after a month
• shall try not to post on here
• will go for the 4 day ol' jog
• will laze around all day and basically do nothing once the evening sets in
• will be yawning like a maniac at the same hour - doing nothing
• will wait for some miracle to make things like they were before

Song of the moment : So Far Away - Staind vs. Mr. Bombastic - Shaggy ( as if )