Friday, March 31, 2006


Whoever likes doing the dishes, please stand up.
Thank you.
Would you like to do them for me tonight...?

Today was officially the worst-best day of this week. Worst because I had to do the dishes twice today and by the time I was done with them, I couldn't keep my eyes open for a minute longer (but managed to come on here and blog about it...but whatever right?). Also I ignored to be there for somebody today. I try to be there for all the people I know (and end up caring for them) and help them to the extent I end up sacrificing a lot of my time... which is never good, but meh. I can't help it... if I don't then I feel this "uggghh" pang of selfishness, a greed to break out from the world and give give and give more to people. My recent trip to New Orleans was the perfect example. And it's not even a week since my return that I feel it again. Anyhow, a friend just wanted me to be there and chill out, but I was dead beat and ended up watching TV and playing some dirt-bike game. Even now, when I'm too tired to even think straight... I'm feeling bad. Hopefully sleeping over it will help.

Alsooo, it was 70 degrees outside today! Spring was in the air, classes went by quickly and I got my resume for a campus job in on time! I shopped with my little sister, spent half of my savings doing so and drove my car after such a long frigging time! A new friend taught me how to play pool today haha, and he assured me I would be a pro in 3 days. 3 days! I guess I have a potential I don't realize yet *grins* So now that I'm smiling at the thought and not really frustrated at wasting all my evening enjoying with family friends and later doing the dishes and finally making up my mind to simply call and go for a movie or something with my neglected friend... I'm off to bed. Have a gooood weekend y'all :-)

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

A bloody long meme

Mia wants all of you to fill out this meme and post it on here (if you're b0r3d) or simply put it up on your site and take up as much space as possible on the blogosphere.


Favorite Color: Reh-d
Favorite Food: Food? I don't have time for food. I survive on rice krispie bars
Favorite Month: September for obvious reasons (my birthday)
Favorite Song: Everlong by Foo Fighters
Favorite Movie(s): I like animation, war, legend, funny and to an extent drama movies. In other words... I've got a bunch of favorites. If I started listing them on here it'd take ages and make this meme a REALLY long ass meme.

Favorite Sport: Tennis
Favorite Season: Winter (not in Ohio)
Favorite Day of the week: Friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Oreo chocolate-chip cookie dough ice-cream
Favorite Time of Day: Da night


Current Mood: Relaxed and hungry
Current Taste: I'm chewing gum...
Current Clothes: Jeans and my 'Love an Engineer' T-shirt. And a jacket that reminds me of my ex.
Current Desktop: University flat-panel Planar computer. I love the soft-buttoned keyboard on this thing.
Current Toenail Color: Umm, el naturale?
Current Time: 1:02 pm
Current Surroundings: An abandoned Geo-physics library. I remember coming here to use the restroom but I couldn't help checking my e-mail.
Current Thoughts: I'm so glad physics recitation classes don't start until next week and English class is gonna suck this quarter.


First Best Friend: Keertika? Don't remember. We didn't have e-mail back then and lost touch.
First Kiss: I remember it was with a guy who was younger to me and I don't think I want to remember any more of it. Neither do you, aye?
First Screen Name: Tiara
First Pet: Ronny, a tiny brown daschund (however you spell it)
First Piercing: My ears
First Crush: Aw jeez. I hit puberty when I was 7 and thats a bloody long time ago. I couldn't remember even if I tried.

First CD: Some Cambodian CD dad got me on one of his tours.


Last Cigarette: Never smoked one.
Last Drink: 3 sips of Bud Light last Thursday. I didn't get drunk like a lot of people would have wanted *cough*
Last Car Ride: 8am today.
Last Kiss: I don't leave for uni without kissing my little sister goodbye in her sleep every morn.
Last Movie Seen: Tombstone
Last Phone Call: Zach called earlier this morning with "news".
Last CD Played: I was listening to the Modern Rock Album while coming to uni today.


Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: No.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Yup. Hasn't everyone?
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No.
Have You Ever Been on TV: A couple of times on news channels for my world-saving feats.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Uhm no free kisses, sorry.


Thing You're Wearing: My Livestrong and Donate Life bracelets.
Thing You've Done Today: Made it through two classes.
Thing You Can Hear Right Now: Some girl screeching/chatting with the librarian.
Thing You Can't Live Without: My ability to run faster than the neighbor's dog.
Thing You Do When You're Bored: Grab my camera and head out.


1. Home
2. Baldwin
3. McMicken
4. Braunstein


1. My sub-level ego
2. Miles (to an extent *grins*)
3. Um, my blog I guess. I haven't found anyone I can tell EVERYthing to. I thought I did once, but so much for that.


1. Black or White: Black
2. Hot or Cold: Cold. I know you love us cold-hearted bit... women.


Get rid of all the jerks in the world by dating them. One at a time.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Noo Orleans

On a Mission Trip to New Orleans.
This Spring Break.
One Week.
Keep the Peace.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sunday Song

Oh my god, did madonna just say what I think she said in her new song Sorry? She spoke a line of hindi haha. Also you've got to listen to Strange Condition by Pete Yorn (click on it and listen/download it. Its no virus, promise). I'll give Shayne credit for sending it over the other day. I like guys w/ that kind of voice singing those kind of songs, so its one of my favorites now.

I'll throw out a question here for people to comment on- what was the last song you were listening to? What kind of a mood did it put you in? I was listening to Strange Condition obviously heh. And it makes me wanna feel all funny inside, but meh. I like it :-) Its been a while since a song's made me feel thata way.

Anyway, back to books now. My 15 min break ended up as a 2 hr break O_o as usual haha. Have a great Sunday y'all.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Slow Dance

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Updating all of youz

Iknow it hasn't been that long since I've posted, but hey, an update is always welcome eh. Plus, I have absolutely nothing to do for the next 15 mins.

The past few days have been... good. More than good actually. I've been getting my 6 whole hours of sleep, a good breakfast (sitting at a table, compared to the running in the hallways earlier) and most importantly, a whole lot of something *cough* that is mmmm. And no, its not "it", jeez. Life would be perfect then though. And I would be TYPING LIKE THIIIIIS TO TELL YOU ALL HOW SEXCELLENT LIFE WAS.Talking of getting "it", did I tell you abt my one-night stand which started as a "sweet dinner at a crappy burger joint" and ended with "a breakfast in bed"? I thought not; maybe I'll save it for a sunny day (or be really nice and leave a comment and I'll tell you asap). Hmm. What else. I absolutely REFUSE to whine about my assignments and recommed you to watch THIS if you feel like doing it. Besides, it will be sorta weird because I haven't whined in such a long time... kudos to the major perspective change back in October.

My Computer Science professor just told us there would be an oral quiz in his office this week, and no exam. Wooohooo! I just took it today and it was great! Why wouldn't it be... all he asked me how I was doing in my assignments and some feedback on the class. I have a few assignments (like 6?) due this week for his class, but DAMN no exam! I rested up waaaay too much over the weekend and it did my eyes some good. I'd been spending practically 5-6 hours a day infront of the computer every day of last week... and when my sis told me she saw a slight squint in my eye (aaack!) I freaked out. Literally. I had to call off my crazy schedule for a bit. Later on I found out my sis was "only kidding around" and while I could have smacked her for it, I felt good for laying off the goddamn computer for a bit. All the programming was giving me horrible numeric dreams anyway.

And then there's the New Orleans trip coming up after exams. I can hardly wait to get my hands dirty! We'll be gone for a week or so and clearing up the debris etc with this big international company who's name I can't remember... but I'm all geared up for all it has to offer. You could probably check out pics on my photoblog by the end of this month for proof's sake. You might also wanna look at this group down there, doing exactly what we will be a week after they conclude their work. On the downside, I have a LOT of exams to give to get college credit. Its the particular program I am in that requires it. That way, I can clear up my summer and go visit Europe (allll alone if I get lucky), or even better, head to the east coast OR Cali and sunbathe with my boyfriend.

Now, that would be an issue. First, I would need a boyfriend. Second, I need some monies to buy suntan lotion. Third, I wanted to go to Brazil and Singapore too. Fourth, I NEED TO GET BACK ON EARTH AND SMELL THE FRESH GRASS. What a life it would be to be the wife of a billonaire... haha or BE the billionaire. Anyway, now that I've bs'ed most of my plans around and day-dreamed high, its time to get a reality check and scoot for Physics lecture.

Did I ever tell you I should get a Physics or a Computer Science guy? You know, just to pass the class. A Computer Science boyfriend is more like it... atleast he would understand that 20 hours/day on the computer is normal *winks* Hasta people and enjoy spring! Even though it'll be rainy and snowy here... freaky weather we've got this time 'round.

A good new band to listen to : Arctic Monkeys